Takecare inside, dearest .

You may say it's weird for me to post such post about him .
But hey , he used to be my beloved.
I know you since I'm small little primary 4 girl .
Every time we went Vernice house.
You went looking for her brother & I went looking for her .
I kept taking photos of you last time .
Just playful. & We had a lot of fun playing.
We once were lover . But did not get together for some reasons .
It's the past . Very long ago .
After I've left Xinmin.
I din't contact neither you or Vernice .
We've grown up. Having our very own friends already .
We din't contact about 1 Year pulse .
Finally I met you . Friends to friends.
Connections around, I don't bare to lose friend like you .
After contacting back from 1 year time.
We'd been very close to be apart.
When we're very close. I told you every single of my heart problems.
You're always there for me . Being my listening ears .
You tried your very best to cheer me up.
Don't have such thing as one day you'd failed to cheer me up.
Failed being there for me .
We had one time, most of my friends are leaving me one by one.
We almost got into enemy part . But what you did ?
You din't even go & think of hating me .
You said you'll always be there for me.
You din't fail to too.
I din't treasure the time being with you & friends.
Now what, I can't even imagine that I'll lost you.
I cried a lot because of fish in the past .
You told me it's no use crying over such guy.
You scolded me . I hate it.
But, till now. I know it's for my own good .
You said that, you don't wish to see my crying infornt of you.
Whenever you saw me crying infornt of you. You'll scold me like hell .
Once I tried giving up on fish. Who was the one teaching me ?
You . You teaches me how to be people.
If not, I may be like a fool crying everyday every night.
You can even told us you're working but you're inside .
You hurt a lot in your heart I know. I understand.
You guys up there, I don't know who / rather how to express my feelings
through. But, I wish that you guys understand how I felt.
I'm feeling better now after I've typed out here.
Sorry for being such an useless part of yours in the past.