1/31/2009

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STOP ASKING ME . I'D QUITTED SMOKING . YES DEFINITELY 100% QUITTED.

1/30/2009

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Just now watched "The wedding game! heehe.
Cried alot neh . taoyan
Super cute righttt! tht hand .



















1/29/2009

30112007 .

Am i happy or sad hur ? 30th already leyyy! KNOW WHAT IS 30 ANOT. I want him to meet me tomorrow like wht he promised )':




28January , I went back to the place we used to go like everyday .
Guess what . It's ehub. Went to eat that brownies he used to buy for me & feed me!
Now, im gonna eat all alone myself . It's just beside that ferry'sweel we seated too .
I remembered! Ferry number 1 . Looking at that ca. Makes me felt so touched.
Dont you remember ? Those stupid photos we took on top there & infornt of that small ferry ?
You wore skinny's with a white polos & your sis's backpack . I wore one single with a jeans short pants. Aaron & Kelly was there too . I was super hyper to take the first photo with ferry's weel.
Keep jumping all about . & you even said . You was very happy on that day .
Bcause of my smiles on my face appears. Bcause its the first time i told you to even take so many pictures with you. Bcause you saw take so many pictures all about . Zilian.ing . Taking photos on those tickets.
You even took;digg all your pocket money to just let me seat on top of there .
Although our pocket money only have like 10. But, we still share our money to eat our fav brownie! You promised me you'll eat with me till forever . Dint you said that ?
You promised you'll always be there no matter what like a tree .
You promised me no matter how many stead i had when you're waiting for me. You'll always be strong right here waiting .
I used them to hurt you when you're standing there just waiting .
We used to make each other jealousing infornt of each other keep playing & playing with joy.
You'd totally changed, i can swear real hard. You told me , that's nothing much for us to do or talk anymore. You know how hurt when i saw this ? You dont understand at all.
Everytime when im with some friends. They'll make me like saying you & her . I laugh real hard outside to them telling them to continue . But, inside by crying & hurting like no one's bisn. I went keep smsing you to meet me on 30th . But, you'll always been running away from me again & again . Speaking out those past tense really make my tears roll down anytime . No one know's any of my feelings. Why ? I wanted to tell her to do like wht you told him to do last time to me.
Making me happy for telling the ones i love to be with me . I really wish . I dont wantd to hurt you anymore my dear. Im real weak now days.
Just tell me an answer. Are you a couple or friends. Rather a strangers ?
Atleast give me an answer ? Those feelings dragging me too far . Those hurt's gg too deep inside my heart now . Like what they said ; even though we two's tgt like last time . Maybe it'll be diffen storys alrdy then ?

Where's those happiness we used/promised to have ?

Sorry guys. i'd no mood to post all those photos. Real much & im tired of everything now ): .
Tomorrow, ipromise.

HappyBday, QinAiDeh.

2801
Beloved ever .

He'll still my beloved bearbear!
Francis tht horny siao!
Dont laugh. I know im SHORT.
Shutup. YOU WAIT . 2 years like i promised okeh !

1/26/2009

Pain from heals are killing me ):


Always mine.



I even tell mama to buy this . :D!


Finally i get to update ah! Heeh , very tired ):
Money love me okeh! >.<

1/22/2009

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Oh, Hi all .
Sorry for a lagging post of pictures yeh.
Very tired of everything this few days . Ran on PE ytd. 4 an a half rounds around school. for 19 mins +. I neda improf abit more to pass tht at 18.40mins . My legs mars are killing me from those pain! ):
About me & he's things. Are already settle everything down . Everything's fine right now .
But, still not back yet. Maybe sme times more for us ? Anyway , sorry for misunderstanding . Its 30th . Not 14th . Heehe. That's the reason . 30thNov2007! Miss it.
Went taking bus to school today . Half way there , he asked me to find him at he's house there .
So, i went finding him taking cab there instead of going school for the whole day . The idiotic cab cost me 7bucks . Alright , let's say its worth it or maybe no ? Dont worry so much . Maybe im meeting him on 30th. Dono whrt he wanted anot. Or rather free anot . So, pray hard okeh! Lots of heart problems to tell him still . Let those photos do those talkins now alright .






































































































Oh, btw im working from 24th till aft new yr & late at night . So, will update less for blog. sorry ):