Where is my promised happiness ?

My feelings dragging on, I know I still love you .You keep singing pretending that everything is all right. Time passed, a choice must be made when it comes to love. You're apathetic and I cried. When you left, you wrote letters describing the unhappiness. Sometimes when love reaches a point it's painful . Im very tired, where is our promised happiness. No point talking, our love's bland and dreams are far fetched . I kept track of the happiness and sadness you won't let go, I still remember very clearly the feeling of having love. You gave up where's our promised happiness. I was wrong, my tears dried, and I have regretted. Those photos & songs containing the past is turning, how does it stop ? Be the old times you, everything will be fine forever. The emotion on yr face, is restoring the period of rain . i just cant take it anymore. tears just keep flowing out. i wish you were here with me, i treated you as nothing last time. never thought not having you here now would hurt so much. iid been thinking that imn always your beloved. But, not for forever. Too late, regrets all along. why would i still thinking of you ?